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Monday, February 20th, 2006
6:42 pm	cold this be out of line few things on my mind.... tryin not to get my hopes up ... but.... ur so awesome..... wow.... im looking foward to this weeeeek... goodnight... (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 12th, 2006
9:56 pm	IM SORRY I SAID IT.... BUT IT IS THE TRUTH.... WILL ALL MY WISHES COME TRUE THIS TIME?..... GOODNIGHT..... (MORE THEN YOU KNOW.....) Current Mood: hopeful (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
12:35 pm	birthday? its my birthday today ... so leave me some comments.... (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 4th, 2006
8:52 pm	highschool drama...... why didnt i see this coming? Current Mood: blank (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 1st, 2006
4:56 am	awesome.... thank you (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
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Tuesday, December 13th, 2005
8:23 pm	.... hey everyone.... how are you? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
6:08 pm	fuck (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 1st, 2005
2:11 pm	now....for the gys... This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you. This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that. The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single. So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming. (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 20th, 2005
6:23 pm	Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can't keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause it's all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it Nooo I can't wait to see you Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes And it's a shame that we got to spend our time Being mad about the same things Over and over again About the same things Over and over again Ohh But I think she's leaving Ooh man she's leaving I don't know what else to do (I can't go on not loving you) Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can't keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again yeah And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it Nooo I remember the day you left I remember the last breath you took right in front of me When you said that u would leave I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything But I see clearly now And this choice I made keep playing in my head Over and over again Playing my head Over and over again Ohh I think she's leaving Ooh man she's leaving I don't know what else to do (I can't go on not loving you) Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can't keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can't take it I can't shake it Nooo (Now that I've realizes that I'm going down From all this pain you've put me through Everytime I close my eyes I lock it down I can't go on not loving you) Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can't keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can't take it I can't shake it Nooo Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can't keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can't take it I can't shake it Nooo Over and Over again Over and Over again Cause it's all in my head (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, November 11th, 2005
12:34 am	some lyrics The dawn is breaking A light shining through You're barely waking And I'm tangled up in you Yeah But I'm open, you're closed Where I follow, you'll go I worry I won't see your face Light up again Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills my mind I somehow find, you and I collide I'm quiet, you know You make a first impression I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind Even the best fall down sometimes Even the stars refuse to shine Out of the back you fall in time You somehow find, you and I collide Don't stop here I've lost my place I'm close behind Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills your mind You finally find, you and I collide You finally find You and I collide You finally find You and I collide (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 10th, 2005
1:44 am	ok ... well hers the deal, marissa and i talked about the last entry.. and it went well, NOT. as a matter of fact it couldnt have gone worse... well at least the shit she said.. i was constantly saying, "ill ttyl" and shit like " love ya hun.n muah!".. just to get in return... "i hate you never talk to me again" the worst thing i said in the whole convo was " you need to grow up" haha or "your hearltess" but the funny thing is, they are both true. she does need to grow up, she is a spoiled LITTLE GIRL.... she is going to hit the real world with a big big bang.. and then she'l wake up. it took me a while... it just taking her longer. haha... give it time..... she pulled the usual "your a bore in bed.... " and the " i hope other guys are better then you in bed" and i threw some back it her.... (but my selective ppl know the truth).. she on the other hand... heh... w/e.... she is going to get hurt... but honestly she deserves it..... its kinda funny how she works... she is like with one kid... he leaves... so she finds me... tells me he was just a thing... and they are nothing. haha... then he comes back... and we end. all along i thought it was something i did. i thought i messed it up. but it wasnt me... it was the fact that the cuter kid came back.. haha ..... in the mean time a THIRD comes into play..... it gets better!!!.... now she is bouncing from one to the other like a pinball... haha... but yet she is forever telling me.. ur the one, they are just in the way. give me time.... i just dont want a b/f right now....can you believe i feel for that???..... i waited for almost as long as we were together, for some reason she means that much to me... then she decides to go for one... and instantly... its "i like him SO much .. Id do anything to be with him..... " ...... what happens.. she gets put down...... hahahahahaha.... she is "crushed" lmfao.... not that good after all huh??? haha..... then at the same time.... as she is crushed by one... its on to the other for a try..... lmao.... its easy to be like that with out a heart!...... so now .. hes up.... and it will be the sme thing... she will be "crushed" for a few mins... hahahah...... then who knows who will be next.. thers one coming back for christmas.... maybe she try him out..... its like she is buying a motorcycle.... that one is cute..... i like this... i like that..... its big enough.... let me take it for a ride ...... CRASH... next!!!... the only way to get good at riding is to practice..... hahahahaha... maybe one day, you'll find wine comfortable enough too USE forever..... good luck.... according to her... this relashonship was over before it started.. she "never loved me".. i was just a nice bike, if you will ... untill SHE crashed it... now i have to fix my self up and find a good rider.... who can keep me up on two wheels.... haha... on other subjects.. all this talking about bikes makes me want to get one.. like an actual motorcycle haha..... soon ... i will have one again... so to end this .... Marissa, thank you for what I thought we had, at times i still do. I dont think what you said when we were together was fake. I think your scared, but with time, hopeflly you come around. chances are.. you will ... with time..... untill then all i can do is thank you again... because either way, itf ur feelings were true or not... i learned a LOT....... and i wish you the bst of luck looking for your "hot ride" and i just hope that is not all he is.. like i was to you for a short time.... hopefully you wont do this to someone again after seeing what it did to me. stop liend about how you feel ... to everyone... even your friend. yes... friend. ..... and be honest to urself... i hope you dont get hurt.. even though i feel in a way you deseve it, and it might help you wake up/grow up. I will be there for you if you have the stregth to call upon me for anything, even if it is a flat tire on ur friend's car, i'll be there to help.... as a FRIEND and only a FRIEND (i feel as though that is all i ever was to you) .. you know how to get ahold of me.... so i guess all i can do is wait till you do ..... im not making the first move this time..... you ill be missed, you will not be forgetten. thank you . i love you more then you know. and to everyone else... if u read this whole thing... hahaha... thank you for listening in a way i guess kinda... w/e just thanks..... time to lay donw listening to music.... goodnight..... Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: radom mix (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
7:55 pm	i was there when you were talking to peaches, i read everything.... you really know who to ruin someones life....... thanks a lot....... goodbye Current Mood: crushed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
8:31 am	...look at the world in my eyes... I'm getting on, what's the use You know how I get I can't decide which is the truth At least not yet I got the feeling, it's you What can be said, alone in this room No... It's in your mind It's in your eyes So it's goodbye again It's way past time For one last try Who wants you now? Maybe somebody else I'll wait around Maybe you'll forget you were ever here Maybe forget you were ever, never here ps. its not "way past time for one last try" Current Mood: cold Current Music: V.H. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
9:13 pm	Yea booboo left his journal signed in. He is an amazing friend (in bed) because he just fixed my wireless router. Even though I'm moving so it doesnt matter to me but I'm still wicked appreciative. LessThanThree Kim (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 6th, 2005
5:27 am	managing in some way to stay happy..... i need to get a full time job for lots of reasons.... thank you goodnight.... commapound (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 5th, 2005
9:57 pm	I just dont know yea... so ive been trying real hard to be happy lately, but it is hard to be happy, when it feels like everyone is just trying to bring you down .... i need people to bring me up, more then ever .... and now it feels like everyone is walking on me more then ever. I just dont know. Current Mood: lonely (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
12:24 pm	ok so here is the deal, I have changed a lot in the last year, into someone I am not. I had a talk with a good friend today, and it got me to thinking. "Boo Boo" is the hapy kid, "Boo Boo" is the kid that makes you feel better when you are sad. That is the person everybody loves. This new depressed person that i have become SUCKS. And its not just because of her, she like a lot of people have grown to hate the person i have become and she has every right to treat me like she does. I put her through more then anyone shold take when we were together, and SHE got me through it, losing her just didnt help. The people that have grown to not like her, knock it off. All she has done for me is helped, or at least tried to. It is not her fault that i am am mentally unstable person, i get that from my dad. ha. anyways, ..... the best part, everyone loves the old "Boo Boo" but one person .... fell in love with him. soooo.... I am going to get that person that I used to be back. and it is going to be better then ever. Hopefully she will see this, and maybe be attracted to him again. Maybe she, along with others, will realize the person that I am is not "me".... and hopefully when i am back to the old "Boo Boo"..... we can pick up were we left off.... freshly fallen in love. I thank you if you even took the time to read this. and if you are one of the many people who would like to see the old "Boo Boo" back, comment. thanks again. Current Mood: grateful Current Music: The Acacia Strain (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
9:36 pm	umm, i read it again, i did blow things out of proportion. im sorry. im better now. i hate my aunt still. dont listen to her. I love you, I mis you. please talk to me. (Comment on this)
2:15 am	little glitch, but thanks to some great friends, im back to bing happy. I like being happy. Please talk to me soon. ummm.... that is not going to happen ever again, I promise. And I'm sorry I flipped, it was a mistake. 143 gnite (1 Comment |Comment on this)